Post by Deleted on Dec 17, 2015 8:27:13 GMT -8
Hey there! Its come to my attention that I haven't fully introduced myself yet on the site. I want you guys to know a little more about me, and i'll give you a little information on my dark side. I will also tell you my likes, dislikes, hobbies, and more! I hope you enjoy learning more about me!
MAIN INFO:
Forum Name: Filtiarn (Filly)
Real Life Name: J.E.P < my letters that represent my name, I cant give my full name out now can I?
Birthday: December 17th, 1999
Age: 16
Where I live: Texas in America
PERSONALITY:
I'm very sweet and kind in real life, and i'm helpful to all my friends whoever they are. I'm the same way on games too, I always had a feeling that someone hates me on here...(hate is a strong word, lets go with dislikes instead). I really hope you don't dislike me though, you can dislike my characters but it breaks my heart and makes my cry inside when someone dislikes me.
My loyalty is undying, its really crazy actually. Once I make friends with you i'll follow you around like a puppy, though I don't make friends easily. In real life I look into your heart and decide if you are worthy or not (i'll explain what I mean later).
I'm highly protective of my friends and don't like outsiders near them, in other words just like a wolf. I protect my pack and i'm alert about outsiders (aka not a friend of mine). Don't take it as i'm a jealous person, no not at all. Jealousy is a sin and that I hate, I hate sinning and made a promise to myself not to do it.
WHATS STRANGE ABOUT ME:
Wisdom beyond my years: I have a lot of wisdom, wisdom that I shouldn't even have. I believe this wisdom comes from my past lives or from my animal spirit guide. It doesn't scare me or creep me out in anyway, I actually find it to be really cool. This wisdom helps me out in everyday situations and helps me decide on what I should do.
Favorite food(s): Oreos dipped in vanilla icing, hot dogs, cheeseburgers, and Alfredo.
^ You should really try Oreos dipped in icing, it may be messy but its really good.
Pure Evil: Thanks to many horror movies i've become fearless of the devil and his demons. Most people would be scared of them at first sight, and its true I would be surprised at first but then I would just laugh depending on what it looks like. You see, the best way to get rid of fear is to laugh fondly for all to hear. If I ran into a demon or if a demon came to my house I would say this:
"Oh hell no! Get you ass to that salon you ugly motherfo, i'll pay but just fix that look!"
"Who the hell invited you over to this sleepover, you didn't knock on the freaking door...get the fuck out..."
"Ugh its a demon, CAN I HAVE YOUR AUTOGRAPH???!!!" < Im just kidding about that one...
^ If you don't know what demons look like, they usually are made up of different animal parts and have scales. Images a horse head with a goat beard; dragon horns; lion body; goat tail; goat hind legs; and oversized deer hooves. Thats some ugly crap huh?
ANIMAL GUIDES:
My animal spirit guide is the wolf, I know this because before I loved wolves I loved horses. One day I just woke up to find a love of wolves in my heart, and from that day forward I learned everything I could about wolves. I saw what amazing creatures they were and I knew in my heart that I was a wolf. That day something inside me woke up, I realized how I wish I could run with the wolves, hunt with them, and be one altogether.
What makes me like a wolf?:
I'm like a wolf because of my loyalty, my wisdom, and respect for animal life. Like I wont kill a creature outside (only if it comes inside my house is when i kill it). I see the importance of every animal and that animals are here to teach us, however some humans don't realize that. I see why snakes are here, I see why insects are here, why birds; trees; dogs; and even rocks are here. Everything has life and I can see that, thanks to my wolf guide this senses in me have awoken.
Why I adore wolves:
I adore wolves not only because of their beauty but their strength and intelligence. In folklore wolves were treated as evil and scary things...but they are so beautiful. The strength of the wolf is the pack, and the strength of the pack is the wolf.
HOBBIES:
Likes to do: I love to draw, write stories, read books, watch movies, and watch anime.
Dislikes: Chores and household cleaning, I just can't fold the dang laundry right. :/
Favorite type of animation: duh thats easy, its ANIME.
Favorite Anime: Black Butler, Inuyasha, Kyo Kara, Maid-sama, Fairy Tail, and Skip Beat.
Anime that i've seen: Black Butler, Inuyasha, Kyo Kara, Maid-sama, Fairy Tail, Skip Beat, Special A, Wolf's Rain, And the list goes on and on to a point where I can't remember...
Favorite Countries: America(sometimes), and JAPAN!!!!
Favorite genre of movie: horror
I just love to watch horror, I need a scare every now and then or else I get bored.
Movies i've seen: Dear god, it would take many days just to list all of them...
Favorite Movie since I was a little girl: Spirit Stallion of the Cimarron
Favorite Animals: Wolves and Horses
Companion I want when i'm older: A Wolf, not a pet wolf....a COMPANION.....if you call it a pet i'll have to hunt you down. As animals ourselves, humans have no right to own another animal therefore these animals are our companions and our best friends. They could easily leave you or run away if they didn't like you, so treat your companions how you want to be treated.
DARK SIDE:
I have a dark side due to my father as I grew up. My father watched and still watches porn and looks at other woman, 20 year old woman to be exact. He is half a century old and even though my mother is so very loyal he still does it. I saw it happen on camera when he was with another girl, theres arms were locked and though it happened a long time ago the memory is still vivid. When I saw it, I knew everything was true...everything my mother told me I know believed and thus my dark side was born.
Whats hidden behind my eyes:
I may say I hate humans but thats not all true, I say that to make me feel strong. The truth is I fear them so much, its hard to make friends and look into their heart to see if they are a worthy friend or not. You can almost never tell what humans are thinking, which is scary for me. Your best friend could be a murder and you would never know. Theres rape; murder, porn; strippers; war; hatred; jealousy; evil; and the list goes on.
If I don't talk to you much on here I hope you can see why I don't. Its cause i'm afraid to make friends, i'm to scared. I only have a limited amount of friends, like 10 in real life because of how scared I am. When I am sad though they are there for me and that makes me feel better.
I tell my mother that I hate humans and she says not all humans are bad, but nothing she says can change my mind. The fear ultimately turned to hatred, and that turned to a burning fire in my heart.
^ I hope you don't find me weird for revealing all that, but I felt like you guys should know more about me....not many people know about my dark side until now.
-Filly
Have a question or want to know more, comment below please.
MAIN INFO:
Forum Name: Filtiarn (Filly)
Real Life Name: J.E.P < my letters that represent my name, I cant give my full name out now can I?
Birthday: December 17th, 1999
Age: 16
Where I live: Texas in America
PERSONALITY:
I'm very sweet and kind in real life, and i'm helpful to all my friends whoever they are. I'm the same way on games too, I always had a feeling that someone hates me on here...(hate is a strong word, lets go with dislikes instead). I really hope you don't dislike me though, you can dislike my characters but it breaks my heart and makes my cry inside when someone dislikes me.
My loyalty is undying, its really crazy actually. Once I make friends with you i'll follow you around like a puppy, though I don't make friends easily. In real life I look into your heart and decide if you are worthy or not (i'll explain what I mean later).
I'm highly protective of my friends and don't like outsiders near them, in other words just like a wolf. I protect my pack and i'm alert about outsiders (aka not a friend of mine). Don't take it as i'm a jealous person, no not at all. Jealousy is a sin and that I hate, I hate sinning and made a promise to myself not to do it.
WHATS STRANGE ABOUT ME:
Wisdom beyond my years: I have a lot of wisdom, wisdom that I shouldn't even have. I believe this wisdom comes from my past lives or from my animal spirit guide. It doesn't scare me or creep me out in anyway, I actually find it to be really cool. This wisdom helps me out in everyday situations and helps me decide on what I should do.
Favorite food(s): Oreos dipped in vanilla icing, hot dogs, cheeseburgers, and Alfredo.
^ You should really try Oreos dipped in icing, it may be messy but its really good.
Pure Evil: Thanks to many horror movies i've become fearless of the devil and his demons. Most people would be scared of them at first sight, and its true I would be surprised at first but then I would just laugh depending on what it looks like. You see, the best way to get rid of fear is to laugh fondly for all to hear. If I ran into a demon or if a demon came to my house I would say this:
"Oh hell no! Get you ass to that salon you ugly motherfo, i'll pay but just fix that look!"
"Who the hell invited you over to this sleepover, you didn't knock on the freaking door...get the fuck out..."
"Ugh its a demon, CAN I HAVE YOUR AUTOGRAPH???!!!" < Im just kidding about that one...
^ If you don't know what demons look like, they usually are made up of different animal parts and have scales. Images a horse head with a goat beard; dragon horns; lion body; goat tail; goat hind legs; and oversized deer hooves. Thats some ugly crap huh?
ANIMAL GUIDES:
My animal spirit guide is the wolf, I know this because before I loved wolves I loved horses. One day I just woke up to find a love of wolves in my heart, and from that day forward I learned everything I could about wolves. I saw what amazing creatures they were and I knew in my heart that I was a wolf. That day something inside me woke up, I realized how I wish I could run with the wolves, hunt with them, and be one altogether.
What makes me like a wolf?:
I'm like a wolf because of my loyalty, my wisdom, and respect for animal life. Like I wont kill a creature outside (only if it comes inside my house is when i kill it). I see the importance of every animal and that animals are here to teach us, however some humans don't realize that. I see why snakes are here, I see why insects are here, why birds; trees; dogs; and even rocks are here. Everything has life and I can see that, thanks to my wolf guide this senses in me have awoken.
Why I adore wolves:
I adore wolves not only because of their beauty but their strength and intelligence. In folklore wolves were treated as evil and scary things...but they are so beautiful. The strength of the wolf is the pack, and the strength of the pack is the wolf.
HOBBIES:
Likes to do: I love to draw, write stories, read books, watch movies, and watch anime.
Dislikes: Chores and household cleaning, I just can't fold the dang laundry right. :/
Favorite type of animation: duh thats easy, its ANIME.
Favorite Anime: Black Butler, Inuyasha, Kyo Kara, Maid-sama, Fairy Tail, and Skip Beat.
Anime that i've seen: Black Butler, Inuyasha, Kyo Kara, Maid-sama, Fairy Tail, Skip Beat, Special A, Wolf's Rain, And the list goes on and on to a point where I can't remember...
Favorite Countries: America(sometimes), and JAPAN!!!!
Favorite genre of movie: horror
I just love to watch horror, I need a scare every now and then or else I get bored.
Movies i've seen: Dear god, it would take many days just to list all of them...
Favorite Movie since I was a little girl: Spirit Stallion of the Cimarron
Favorite Animals: Wolves and Horses
Companion I want when i'm older: A Wolf, not a pet wolf....a COMPANION.....if you call it a pet i'll have to hunt you down. As animals ourselves, humans have no right to own another animal therefore these animals are our companions and our best friends. They could easily leave you or run away if they didn't like you, so treat your companions how you want to be treated.
DARK SIDE:
I have a dark side due to my father as I grew up. My father watched and still watches porn and looks at other woman, 20 year old woman to be exact. He is half a century old and even though my mother is so very loyal he still does it. I saw it happen on camera when he was with another girl, theres arms were locked and though it happened a long time ago the memory is still vivid. When I saw it, I knew everything was true...everything my mother told me I know believed and thus my dark side was born.
Whats hidden behind my eyes:
I may say I hate humans but thats not all true, I say that to make me feel strong. The truth is I fear them so much, its hard to make friends and look into their heart to see if they are a worthy friend or not. You can almost never tell what humans are thinking, which is scary for me. Your best friend could be a murder and you would never know. Theres rape; murder, porn; strippers; war; hatred; jealousy; evil; and the list goes on.
If I don't talk to you much on here I hope you can see why I don't. Its cause i'm afraid to make friends, i'm to scared. I only have a limited amount of friends, like 10 in real life because of how scared I am. When I am sad though they are there for me and that makes me feel better.
I tell my mother that I hate humans and she says not all humans are bad, but nothing she says can change my mind. The fear ultimately turned to hatred, and that turned to a burning fire in my heart.
^ I hope you don't find me weird for revealing all that, but I felt like you guys should know more about me....not many people know about my dark side until now.
-Filly
Have a question or want to know more, comment below please.